peace of my diaries
You don't even know what's happens to me from this chit (love) just heard and peen nothing else. I didn't find yet my true love. Maybe I'll never find it, who know? Maybe I'll find it in the haven in the other world. I guess and I hop so.
When I gone to find this wonderful boy I'll live whit hem to day I die, and I swear that I'll never do something bad to hem or cheat on hem. But and didn't find this one even in my dream how could I find it in this fucking world. But where ever I'll keep looking for hem to the rest of my whole life. a friend tell never give up but the wear that he give up!! Why he do it why!! One mistake can't kill hem and pot it down. I know he say that just because he's afraid from he's feeling he hide behind he's smile but I know the truth but I can't do anything because this is he's life not mine
I'm not he's life's god. But he's my best friend and I can't just let hem give up that's not easy for me and for hem self. His mast is stronger. Like he always say to me: (Don't ever give up! I'm whit u; you'll find me just next to you in every single minute). And that what I really find in every problem I find hem just next to me, and I'm so glade because I have a friend like hem he'll be my friend now and forever. I'll be so happy if we keep this relation just friendly nothing else and nothing more that it